Saturday, June 10, 2006

now is 8am! can u guys imagine why am i up so early?? lol

yesterdae nite watched soccer ( germany vs costa rica )

with yi hang, darling, and my brother.

buy sing pools. lose one won one.. in the end, still lose.

2 plus sleep le, cos got a serious headache, ate a panadol.. and go sleep le.. whereas the rest were eating mcdonalds..

darling just went to work, wanted to get back to sleep, but cant le

had beeen thinking too much .. tears coming out again like tap water. lol

thinking of yesterdae incident again

my brother scolded mi for not washing plates for him.. for just one day..

then i said, u never ask mi to help u.. then he replies" u dunno wat is AUTO ah"

in the 1st place is his gf asked him to help de.. she also never ask mi..

also i m in the fault.. really dunno wat to do.. of cos i cried la.. brother scold mi for just a small thing

worst thing is he complain to my mum.. n my mum is just a bit biased..

also say mi " AS A GIRL , U SHOULD WASH"

Girl need wash plates, guys dun need ?"

wat stupid thinking.. my brother is too spolit by my mum le..

the day before , my mum got mood swing i guess..

scold mi for nothing.. the reason is " i woke up at 6.30pm, and i suppose to meet ong they all in lakeside at 7pm"

then i should be late right, i wake up n quicly tell my mum i not eating.. but too bad.. she cooked le

SCOLD N SCOLD..

ask mi to get lost faster..zzz

i really dun think if its my brother, my mum sure wont scold.. just nag

nag n scold is definitely different

my mum always say y she always scold mi..

the reason are because i m naughty not obediant

BLOODY HELL, cant u just say u are biased sometimes..

how many donkey years u have not scold kor kor

last time even my neighbour say my mum is zhong nan qing nu..

hai.. why am i born a girl in my family.. sad..

my father see mi crying.. also wanted to nag..

but he knoes i alr crying very hard.. so dun wan to tok much..

but he still nag mi.. diao

say y dun wan to go find work.. if never stay at home, wont got conflict

still say y i quit my job n stuff..

the company never ask mi to stay lei!! y should i stay ..

treat mi so no good.. knoe got replacement for mi.. bochap me for 1 week

totally there is no superiors ask mi why i wan to leave.. they totally bochap..

the last week there is the worst week ever.. treated mi like alien..

hai.. i am such a loser.. work also nobody appreciate..

calvin told mi now ong can sign her own pro n she even can do editing of autocad... which i dun get to do it when i was in the company

i really think its unfair..i issued so many pro but not one has my signature..

make mi feel tt i m so inferior

when i was in the company, there is nobody who will teach mi things..

just as i leave the company, ong got to learn more than mi from Bong..

when ong wanted to leave the company, even the boss spoke to her ask her to stay..

me lei , boss dun even chap... " go go la.."

i really think i regretted going into the company in the 1st place..

and maybe i m totally a loser.. zzz

calvin dun try to use the mapling things to suan mi again

i m abit pissed already.. sadly

and somethings are better not to be said..